I wish I could just punch some one

Its been some time since i last wrote something on my blog...haven't been able to do the follow ups on the chakras but have been posting poetry's for a bit (they are easier to write). Well today, I just want to rant...so no better than this space which no body really reads :) how embarrassing for me.
I wish I could just punch someone really hard, the last year has been so hard for me, though things did begin to settle down towards the end and this year looks brighter and better but still it does get frustrating at times.
People sure do have the knack of getting on my nerves, half wits who cannot distinguish between present tense and present continuous tense telling me how to write in English. For Christ sake you may be forty and up there but that is no reason why your English is better than mine. If any one else does read this please excuse my language i am not really being loyal to queen right now.
Why cant people just do their own thing instead of butting into other peoples business, I certainly blame madame Ekta Kapoor for this. Her shows just made minding other peoples business really cool. I would have shot her in a free world.
So now I am going to put all my frustrations out of me...
1) I am f#$^ing not doing anything for love. that's it people- I am so done with love and in any case for most it does not exist. I know so many men and women who have professed undying love for their partners and have ended up sleeping with the partners best friend. Please don't insult love by saying 'I love you' until and unless you are mighty sure. Raising someones hope is a bloody crime. I believed someone so much. end result i quit two jobs, still paying the credit card company and still hung up on the person.
2) I am going to be super selfish. God save the people who are going to be bitten now, the 'I am a nice boy' days are OVER. You mess with me and I will give it back to you. No vengeance or anything but I am not allowing any one to put me down ever again.
3)I am all alone. I have realised this fact. The sooner accepted the better helps in not looking anywhere else for emotional, mental, physical support.. The days of best friends are over.
4) There is no sanctity in sex. Every body is doing it with every body else, so why be left out in the race. Great if you find some one who has passed my clause 1 but if not no need to be left behind and be a loser. Yea but also applies is, please dont get yourself a disease and have good taste. Again sex with random people also will make me a loser. Thats not happening. So days of moping and passion are over. Sex is now like food for. want it have it.
5) Drink- you need not save money to buy someone a gift. bad idea to be around people who are impressed with gifts. Am I not gift enought for you? so find people like this, i am sure there are many around.
6) Go on a self PR drive and take credit for your work and care a rats ass about things.Thats the only way to grow in your career. I do good work so no problem in that area but yea modesty is now out of the window.
7) Assert yourself, thats about it for this one.
8) No quitting jobs and making decisions for some one else- that sucks ask me. so no doing this ever again. find some one who will quit their own job instead and do all the things that i refuse to now to do.
9) Be happy, there is no other way to exist.

Well with this written I am sure feeling good but i still wish i could punch someone. My dear vicky, golden rules i am not breaking. I am so sure there will be more tomorrow.. but for today i am complete