Friday, January 23, 2009

The old tree


In the old forest stood a tree,
And many seasons it had seen,
The shine of summer and the love of spring,
The chill of winter and all those wet winds.

And happy it stood through all the ages,
And wise he thought, all he had seen,
His peeling bark,
Was the wisdom it deemed?

But one day two sparrows perched on its branch,
And a little home they built,
Of grass and twigs and two little eggs,
Joyful they seemed.

The change of moon,
And seasons spent,
The hatch of eggs,
And soon wings beget.

On the old oak,
Many a summer the birds drew,
As their fledglings flocked,
They built another nest anew.

And all this the oak watched,
One with these sparrows,
Home for them,
Not just a tree.

Oh, how much joy,
In these small things,
no glory or pride,
Just love in hearts reside.

Together in the darkest of rains,
One in sunshine,
No solitary pain,
The sparrows’ strength.

From acorn to tree,
In a century,
The oak had never seen,
Love so profound.

Many a birds had built nests,
But he always knew,
Just a stop on a long journey,
For these birds always flew.

Come back they never would,
Unlike these sparrows,
Who perched on his branches,
And old they grew.

As age turned for one to many,
The eggs would not come,
But the birds stayed still,
From old things into new.

At last came a day,
No morning for one of the pair,
The other flew into sunshine,
Waiting for its love to join in the gail.

It fluttered and flapped,
Bidding for a chirp,
From its love,
In vain, in vain.

Exhausted, the bird flew,
Back into the nest
And one last breath it drew.
On the old oak tree.

And then thundered a gale,
Came from the skies,
It shook the three,
With all its might.

The nest of love,
Fell to the earth,
Mixed with the mud,
And swept by the water.

All this the oak watched,
Through his own grief and pain,
A new lesson came,
Of death and love.

Journeys begin when lovers meet,
Transcend in death and beyond,
Love is so powerful,
Even in death it is found.

And so the old tree,
Stood there and witnessed time,
And never again of wisdom,
Its leaves sang.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

I wish I could just punch some one

Its been some time since i last wrote something on my blog...haven't been able to do the follow ups on the chakras but have been posting poetry's for a bit (they are easier to write). Well today, I just want to rant...so no better than this space which no body really reads :) how embarrassing for me.
I wish I could just punch someone really hard, the last year has been so hard for me, though things did begin to settle down towards the end and this year looks brighter and better but still it does get frustrating at times.
People sure do have the knack of getting on my nerves, half wits who cannot distinguish between present tense and present continuous tense telling me how to write in English. For Christ sake you may be forty and up there but that is no reason why your English is better than mine. If any one else does read this please excuse my language i am not really being loyal to queen right now.
Why cant people just do their own thing instead of butting into other peoples business, I certainly blame madame Ekta Kapoor for this. Her shows just made minding other peoples business really cool. I would have shot her in a free world.
So now I am going to put all my frustrations out of me...
1) I am f#$^ing not doing anything for love. that's it people- I am so done with love and in any case for most it does not exist. I know so many men and women who have professed undying love for their partners and have ended up sleeping with the partners best friend. Please don't insult love by saying 'I love you' until and unless you are mighty sure. Raising someones hope is a bloody crime. I believed someone so much. end result i quit two jobs, still paying the credit card company and still hung up on the person.
2) I am going to be super selfish. God save the people who are going to be bitten now, the 'I am a nice boy' days are OVER. You mess with me and I will give it back to you. No vengeance or anything but I am not allowing any one to put me down ever again.
3)I am all alone. I have realised this fact. The sooner accepted the better helps in not looking anywhere else for emotional, mental, physical support.. The days of best friends are over.
4) There is no sanctity in sex. Every body is doing it with every body else, so why be left out in the race. Great if you find some one who has passed my clause 1 but if not no need to be left behind and be a loser. Yea but also applies is, please dont get yourself a disease and have good taste. Again sex with random people also will make me a loser. Thats not happening. So days of moping and passion are over. Sex is now like food for. want it have it.
5) Drink- you need not save money to buy someone a gift. bad idea to be around people who are impressed with gifts. Am I not gift enought for you? so find people like this, i am sure there are many around.
6) Go on a self PR drive and take credit for your work and care a rats ass about things.Thats the only way to grow in your career. I do good work so no problem in that area but yea modesty is now out of the window.
7) Assert yourself, thats about it for this one.
8) No quitting jobs and making decisions for some one else- that sucks ask me. so no doing this ever again. find some one who will quit their own job instead and do all the things that i refuse to now to do.
9) Be happy, there is no other way to exist.

Well with this written I am sure feeling good but i still wish i could punch someone. My dear vicky, golden rules i am not breaking. I am so sure there will be more tomorrow.. but for today i am complete

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

on the long road home


On the long road home,
I walk that beaten path,
Where many a souls journeyed,
And I am on that road,
All by myself, clear skies and dusty road.

Destiny, does it lie at the end?
Oh traveler, within time I will know.
On the long road home,
I am my only friend.

Past, is it far behind me?
With every step forward,
I release all those memories,
On the long road home.

Aware, I don’t believe,
It’s easy to be…
What if I lose my way?
Will I cease to be?

On the long road home,
When the wind blows,
The dust wipes my face,
And I am on that road,
Lined by leaves of the old…

Wish, I could fly,
But there on the road,
No wings lie,
For its an old road,
And home can only be walked to.

Friday, January 9, 2009

zero 7- destiny

Lyrics to Destiny :
I lie awake
I’ve gone to ground
I’m watching porn
In my hotel dressing gown
Now I dream of you
But I still believe
There’s only enough for one in this
Lonely hotel suite

The journey’s long
And it feels so bad
I’m thinking back to the last day we had.
Old moon fades into the new
Soon I know I’ll be back with you
I’m nearly with you
I’m nearly with you

When I’m weak I draw strength from you
And when you’re lost I know how to change your mood
And when I’m down you breathe life over me
Even though we’re miles apart we are each other’s destiny

On a clear day
I’ll fly home to you
I’m bending time getting back to you
Old moon fades into the new
Soon I know I’ll be back with you
I’m nearly with you
I’m nearly with you

When I’m weak I draw strength from you
And when you’re lost I know how to change your mood
And when I’m down you breathe life over me
Even though we’re miles apart we are each other’s destiny

When I’m weak I draw strength from you
And when you’re lost I know how to change your mood
And when I’m down you breathe life over me
Even though we’re miles apart we are each other’s destiny

I’ll fly, I’ll fly home
I’ll fly home and I’ll fly home